Wednesday, March 22, 2023

so i let the pain become me

it was easier to feel the pain.

it was comforting to feel my hands drip with sweat. 

it was grounding to feel my body shake. 

it was refreshing to feel my lungs collapse. 

it was soothing to feel my tears fall.

it was a bitch to think. 

thinking of you breathless. 

thinking of how it happened. 

thinking of what comes next.  

thinking of you lost forever. 

so i let the pain become me. 

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